21.01.20

Exhausted.
Sometime I wish to stop
Sometime I feel like what the hell and continue.
Most of the time I just feel...Meh...

10.01.2020

Demotivated. 

I want my father.

I want my mother.

08.01.20

If life get too difficult for you.
Stop and rest.
Death is not the answer.
Death is inevitable.
and why are you in rush.
You will die eventually.
So while you are not
Heads up and just moving forward.
People will talk or laugh or ridicule you.
But you can't control people.
So control your reaction.
Ignorance is a bliss.

So for now.
Be happy.
Love yourself.
Move forward. 

05.01.2020: The New Beginning

Early start today.
Listening to soothing music for my lonely soul.
Lonely but not empty.
Age does play its role in this.

I miss my dad
Dreaming of him last night.
Like every dream it was a bit confusing.
Never-mind.
Al-Fatihah.

New career awaits tomorrow.
My feeling is light as feathers.
I have let go that part of my life.
All I need is to focus on me.
Everything else not matters.
I matters. Me matters.

A bit by bit.
I'm evolving.