Not to care about what other think about me
Not to be too harsh on myself
Whether we talk or not talking
Whether I like or don't like about others
Cause it doesn't really matter
What matters is me
Sound narcissistic but I have been caring for others feeling for too long
My mother play that important roles in my life
I listen to her but sometimes I wasn't happy
It's not her fault but I keep it together for her sake and sometimes I'm became unhappy
It's unfair for my mom cause she's been given me the life that I deserve
I'm always grateful
It just that this year I want to listen to me first
I want to enjoy life a little bit more
Focus on me
My health
My wellbeing
My happiness
