narcissistic me

I wish to just live my life peacefully

Not to care about what other think about me 

Not to be too harsh on myself

Whether we talk or not talking

Whether I like or don't like about others

Cause it doesn't really matter

What matters is me

Sound narcissistic but I have been caring for others feeling for too long

My mother play that important roles in my life

I listen to her but sometimes I wasn't happy

It's not her fault but I keep it together for her sake and sometimes I'm became unhappy

It's unfair for my mom cause she's been given me the life that I deserve

I'm always grateful

It just that this year I want to listen to me first

I want to enjoy life a little bit more

Focus on me 

My health

My wellbeing

My happiness