I was supposed to start at my new company, SCSJ, on 3 February 2026. Ended up reporting on the 5th instead. Not a huge difference on paper, but the adjustment has been heavier than I expected. I haven’t written much. My physical journal has been sitting there, untouched. Approaching Ramadhan while trying to settle into something new has been tiring, but I’m managing it one day at a time.
Work has been a lot of observing and absorbing. New systems, new people, new dynamics. I don’t always know where I stand yet, but I’m learning. Having a friend there helps more than I say out loud. I’ve been choosing patience lately, choosing not to react quickly, giving myself room to adjust even when I feel unsure.
Life overall is… okay. My health goes up and down. My finances are honestly low right now, and I can laugh about it, but I do feel it. Spiritually, I’m still learning, still trying, still returning to Allah in small ways. With my mom, things sometimes feel practical rather than emotional. With my husband, I’m just trying to be present whenever we get time together.
Nothing dramatic. Nothing perfectly sorted. Just where I am right now.
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