115 day of LDR

 So class have started, and it has been 2 weeks. and I feel in love with it again. 

I no longer hate teaching.

they say those who can't do, teach. 

In my context, I just don't want to do it, accounts, audit or taxation, so at least I teach others so they can be better at work then me. I found all of those, a little bit unenthusiastic. I guess.

For the last 2 years, I being questioning my choice of becoming lecturer. Now I've found the spark again. 

I realize it wasn't me, it was, having the wrong place, or even the wrong audience. 

Amazingly here I have few numbers of students, but I'm happier. I have much more conversation with my students than before. 

Maybe they are more mature as they were bachelor degree students. I guess. 

The discussion is more deepen and meaningful. 

I'm far from people person, but these students make me feel like I'm worthy as an educator again. 

I guess I just need to be more grateful. 

The only problem is the distance.