Lately, work has been weighing on me in a way I didn’t expect. Every day feels heavier, and even simple things, like getting ready or sending a WA to inform MC, feel exhausting. I keep wondering why it drains me so much. Is it just me, who feeling everything too deeply, or does everyone else just handle it better?
The lack of clear direction at work makes everything worse. I’m told to report to certain people, but when I do, things don’t move. It feels like I’m stuck in the middle, trying to do my best while feeling unsupported and confused. It leaves me feeling frustrated, useless, and not sure where I stand.
Some days, even thinking about work makes my chest tighten. I keep questioning myself, am I weak? Why does it feel so overwhelming? I know I’m trying, but it feels like nothing changes.
I’ve been thinking a lot about whether I should stay or move on. I’ve listed the pros and cons, and honestly, there are good points on both sides. But emotionally, I feel tired, like I’m running on fumes.
I’m not looking for sympathy. I just needed to let this out. Maybe writing it down helps me understand myself a little better. Maybe it’s a reminder that my feelings are valid, even if the situation is messy.
For now, I’m still figuring things out. I don’t have all the answers yet, but I’m trying to listen to my heart, my body, and what I truly need.
P/s: I'm resigning soon.
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